If Only
November 25, 2010I can remember your words. I can remember your touch. But I just can’t figure it out.
Atleast I know your name. But I can’t remember the face.
If my brain forgets about anything, does my heart do so?
If my consciousness is about to crack, who will be the last I will remember?
I just wonder what am I feeling.
I looked in the mirror and I see myself. I looked in my hand and I see the faith.
But I just can’t figure it out.
I wonder if I were to feel something, what would it be?
I can’t feel pain. I can’t feel sadness.
I can’t even smile. I can’t even grin.
I just wonder when will it ever end.
Whenever I’m thinking about the possibilities, I can’t help myself but to feel this.
I’m afraid.
How can I make myself put back into pieces when I know that I’m so scattered.
How can I feel the joy if I can’t remember it anymore.
If I were to choose what will I bring to life, what would I pick?
Is it the love ones that fades or the memory I can’t remember?
I think I’m just missing your touch. I guess I’m longing for you.
But what can I do? I can’t turn back time. If I could, then I would.
I’m willing to give my forever if it’s payback is one more chance with you.
I didn’t cherish the days when I’m with you.
And now I’m in agony because I miss you.
When i know there’s no place, there’s no chance to see you again.
In my dreams maybe.
But I know someday, somehow, we’ll see each other.
Hope you will remember me.
As I will not forget you.
You are the one that I will treasure.
It’s so sad to know that if you will gone, there’s no chance in heaven that I will see you again.
Unless I die, and I’m not sure if there’s place up there to see you again.
